Dear Bella, I know your feeling when you told me that you are not happy these days. I totally can understand you deeply. Life is hard for many people not just you, (But your life will be better and better). I want to say you should not to think too much, just be a relaxed person. Something will not happen all the time and you always live in the future. What you should do is to live now and live in every moment. You know what? When I hold Xuegao's little face last night, I thought he was so cute even though he was angry to me just due to the chicken meet. How dare he is! I was angry either. Do you still remember when I want to feed a dog, what did I think and tell myself at that time? I told myself, If I were die tomorrow, what do I want to do now? What is my pity? To feed a dog! Then, I feed Xuegao. And then I was so sad when he was lost by my father. And then I found him and took him back to the city I work from my hometown. That is a destiny definitely right? I...